It has been over a year since I can say that I was really depressed. That’s a great thing! Lately though I can feel myself slipping back into that dark hole, called depression that once consumed my life. I am absolutely terrified that I am starting to get this way, because I am my worst enemy. I am fighting so hard to not give in to it, but I don’t feel like I can fight any harder. I really hope that I don’t give in and win this battle. I’m not trying to burden anyone, so don’t worry about this. I really just needed to vent in order to make myself feel a little bit better.